I’m sick of the way it takes a minumum of an hour and a half to get anywhere. I’m sick of having to walk home in the dark. I’m sick of having to wait half an hour for buses and pulling a favour to leave work five minutes early to get a stupid early bus. I’m sick of being a burden to people I want to see. I’m sick of never being able to get to peoples houses. I’m sick of walking home lopsided with shopping because I don’t have any where else to put the weight but my shoulers. I’m sick of being a donkey with packs. I’m sick on being an inconvenience. I’m sick of not being able to go to dinner because I can’t get there quick enough. I’m sick of not having my L’s because I have to get a medical assessment because I have diabetes. It’s a well managed condition, not a life changing disease. I’m sick of relying on others to get me places and I’m sick of boundaries and barriers and bullshit. I’m sick of distance and I’m sick of time and I’m sick of money.
I’m Sick.
